I started this blog two years ago but so much has changed ever since. Not just in my personal life but also around me. People don't read anymore, everything is so fast-paced that it's hard to keep up. I lose track of days and I don't feel motivated to share stories on the blog anymore. I have been thinking a lot lately to stop posting on here completely and maybe start making YouTube videos instead but I don't want to pressure myself to rush from one platform to another and put my life "out there". I share enough on my Instagram, however writing on here doesn't seem to be as enjoyable as when I started and it's sad - but there is no one to blame, it's just the way world works. One thing replaces another.

At the back of my mind I have been already making new year's resolutions, and they don't really involve expanding my blog unfortunately. I wanna learn a new language, start driving in Dubai or get a pet but as of now I don't feel like always stressing myself to shoot new photos or create content that is not genuine just for the sake of it. You know that I always liked being open about how I feel and that's what I am doing now. I just don't feel the same about blogging, and maybe making videos will be my next big endeavor. Maybe. Like I said, I am not pressuring myself to do anything, just enjoying flying and seeing places and doing what I feel like doing rather than pushing myself to achieve something extraordinary. Being alive is extraordinary enough. It might just be a phase or it might be for good, either way this is not my last blog post, I will be around but maybe not regularly (not that I have ever been but you get my point). As for now, I will try to do what we all should - live more.

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What I'm wearing: Dress - Pitusa / Sandals - Zara / Bracelet - Thread Etiquette / Choker - Flores en el Atico